Hrm.

I'll start using this so that people who follow me on tumblr aren't aware of my ongoing crises playing out in my head when they do, because that's really what I only do. Even if tumblr's where you can just do whatever you want and it's what you want it to be, it's fun for most people. I don't people to be like, UGH, why does this guy bitch so much? So yeah. No more.

I'm having problems with my best friends. I'm avoiding them. I shouldn't, but I am. And the reason I am is because I feel like they're getting tired of me. I feel like we're deteriorating, slowly falling apart. This is me over-thinking things, but I don't want to be that person who always bitches to them, because they put up with a lot of it. It's better if I don't, but if I don't, I either bitch to another person who'll eventually get tired of me too or use this. But if I use this, absolutely no one will here me and although it's better that way, there's still that desire to have someone hear you out. It's stupid. I just feel like I'm dying out with them. Perhaps if I don't spend enough time without them, everything'll be better and I'll be able to hang out with them normally, like we used to.

I just, don't wanna feel like a burden to them.